Here I go 8/10/13

I am starting this blog to chronicle what would happen if I actually tried...at anything....at everything. I am a 33 year old, overweight, depressed, single mom. And I spend the majority of my time not trying- anything. Just existing. Going through the motions. And I'm done. I don't want to just exist. I want to live. So instead of complaining about my life and wondering and daydreaming about what I wish it was like; I'm going to start giving an actual effort to everything. No more half hearted attempts or dreaming about how the lottery would change my life, or if I just had a different job, or family, etc. Here I go.